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went to the kitchen to make my container of tea and cup of coffee - and went and tasted my cup of coffee by the tap had put in the remaining coffee from one of those concentrated nescafe bottles and it tasted bitter and remember more from the ward today - when the nurse said its bitter - weird - as I thought she was talking just saying something to someone else or about the food or something - now cup of coffee is bitter weird... wtf... must be the bitterness of coffee... wei

Dont want to write anything as always open to interpretation - and blokes voice reminding my about s/t else less destructive - savings - I was sitting in the kitchen looking at the salt container as he questioned in my head so I said - the difference between a salt bottle and a salt and vinggar container - is salt only has Alt instead of SAV and Alta... wtf... now after writing all the other stuff talked about saving so fek knows what hes talking about.

another weird coincidence anne was giving mum a cup of water sips.. anyway as she gave mum a drink mum said warm water - and I thought negatively as some gou stuff was going on reverse God or possibly plus she held up a photo of springer a few secs before the lady arrived who had asked asked mum if she wanted tea of coffee yesterday anyway this time I held off and didnt say anything as held up a photo of springer - and didnt say anything about the dog vs god anyway luckily as

went today to visit mum again Monday - not much going on outside when watching birds etc. just a butterfly blown around in the wind above the Lady who looked/looks like the Queen. not sure if she still looks like the queen or if she ever looked like the queen at this point - with all the weird trumper fucking birds etc.. taxi picked this biological organism known as Stephen Nabulivou up and drove him to midland drove past a company called 3ird - name has no wan it ?? and abov

the words nite and night West Germany and East Germany - west germany spoke to my inner ear by unknown communicators after i smsing my elderest sister the word nite in one sms and not receiving other communications from her - and thinking about the ght missing from the word nite plus alternative interpretation of the word 7 (g) sometimes interpreted as the law - which possibly within my thoughts have control over her interpreted as negative feeding of my mum which I thought s

Weird a happiness at a trumpet playing bird as My mother lays dying.. fekking weird.. thought it might be someone using transmissions to damn as shes now saying mother fucker thru breath not thru voice and then was kissing the picture that anne put up on the medical officer board which anne didnt say but that she brought in and I thought was her mum eunice but today said after mum had been kissing after I brought to her from the board down off the board to negate her saying

Ew saying their controlling John Lui theyre controlling john lui - but they use double meanings whilst they want me to be effected psychologycally by the name of my nephew they are referring to marriages of couples joining or something same as the name of his mother which is probably relates to the first two letters.. which they started doing after I wrote about the controls over me by electronic warfare and mum and "a" they control a lui they control a lui... and killing th

Weird just realised that I have a false feeling of control, lightness continously saying today "I shall not wan or I shall not want" wasnt hungry, distracted, like I had conquered something spiritually" but that whoever is controllowing this - what do you want from women - what do you want from indian women, what do you want from white women, before I negate it with I shall not wan or want is a massive probably military and govt with advanced control over the minds of the el

Off to work today caught taxi normal weird crap - camouflage bird hiding playing the trumpet weird some birds were lineing up in front of the ladybirds house at first I thought they were going to line up in a line lol.. but then was disappointed then saw them in 112 formation from what I could see from next to this weird camouflage trumpets so google searched on my mobile and it said psalm 122 - something to do with ascent.. wtf.. bird psalm - then thought did that really hap

His first words were - "This is a Common Tater" weird commentator.. weird didnt know that word was irish.. wtf 9:26 pm 29/11/25 voices now offering different times 9:22 9:24 9:26.. wtf..

Weird fekking day at the hospital. In 9ish mum had had breakfast not as lively as yesterday. Pointed at flowers and said cute. Nurse came to shower her. Went downstairs white birds in I V formation fly over towards north. During shower walked to midland gate - approximately 10 something when chinese nurse came to bathe her - nice lady was there earlier when pointed at flowers and said cute weird. Sqid yellow notice on board about something - without u in squid. Mum said

Went in before 9 or something cant be bothered checking my notebook or whatever. Cool person feeding mum - mum happy eyes looked happy 5,000,000 or 1,000,000 or 3,000,000 or 4,000,000 percent improval or who the fek knows what number - anything is anymore. Been watching birds and shadows, saw a shadow of bird plummeting to the ground fast as I looked through the window so was a bit worried. Lady asked how to pronounce mums last name and where it was from was in full hijab e

This is a massive money making enterprise or something then started looking at everyone differently lol like they were all multi millionaires. Instead of nur the Arabic light walking about glowing lol.. weird then they sent us to abu symbol room 22 with Anne kicking the fly out of the gold rectangle by the door. Fekking weird. Then changed our room to a pyramid shape with, with a 1. So thought this fekking good luck then dinner didn’t arrive and sister came back with ra dude

worried about mum today for first time pulse oximeter wasnt on finger so couldnt watch screen to see beats per min or oxygen in blood - asked doctor when I saw her but they are keeping at tabs - good today on drip and on a drip as we left plus antibiotics into her positive might take in own pulse oximeter - something weird happening with pulse night clubs all over the world florida wales macedonia.. fek knows if they were all called pulse.. anyway.. probably shouldnt have not

did some kicking before I went to sleep tonight - only managed 101kicks so far.. right leg as itchy as fek probably dieing cause I didnt bandage it today.. managed to walk down the stairs at the end of the day.. think only eatting two pieces of bread the whole day is good for it... surface of leg hard not healthy got to keep it wrapped tomorrow..

Fairly early went to mum in hospital around 9am Non emergency section of hospital much nicer. Was in best room 22 Abu Simbology. Then moved later. Finished up fairly late around 8pm. Left after mum ate dinner and had drink. Pretty Cool fekking venue.. walked around a lot on the way back.. weird voice as I walked towards down street across tracks from hospital to grt eastern Hwy calling her paparatsi because she kept taking photos of the food and mum and showed it to the s

Submitted absence from care/Hospitalisation to Centrelink for first `3 days. Back to the hospital today. 4 o'clock soon when the birds start to sound. Voice saying we're going to control you with an enemy's list. Bird Shadows and Shadowless birds yet to wake up and no sounds of voices. Walked good yesterday. Noticed how shit Ive grown physically yesterday, Massive 8 buliding fire yesterday in Hong Kong news paper said with 3 under control. 279 still missing - wtf.. fecked u

Weak day today Wednesday 26/11/25 felt fekking weak after too much walking back and forth left early near 3 or something as Annes new Gurka Medic friend changed shift. Friendly staff working with Anne today. Wanted to go in early today and apply for a new Drivers License at the Midland Licensing Centre not far from the Hospital but was tired and crap with all Mums health episode going on. Eventually got everything done at the licensing centre and went to use the dunny at the

Lol as I was about to shave in the bathroom ladies voice said indeed lately I have been shaving my connery.. weird.. probably something to do with "indeed" or then just saying or writing stuff. Anyway face feels smooth now. Probably was supposed to shave my Connery. Voice saying stay away - probably something to do with Nurses and Nur the light?? And five oclock shadows and then birds without shadows flying west after birds with shadows.. Got to go in and renew my drivers l

26/11/25 Weird period identity or something going on. Forgot about going to visit my mum and my sister telling us one visitor at a time. Then they let two more in so three in total then started saying hide lol didnt notice she was talking about hide. Until she rung up this morning and started talking about heavy meds. (meds period) could be with the weird police badge bloke I worked with and the visiting politician at the detention center both said maddy under his breath...