Sat 29/11/25 Sabbath at the St j of G

Weird fekking day at the hospital. In 9ish mum had had breakfast not as lively as yesterday. Pointed at flowers and said cute. Nurse came to shower her. Went downstairs white birds in I V formation fly over towards north.

During shower walked to midland gate - approximately 10 something when chinese nurse came to bathe her - nice lady was there earlier when pointed at flowers and said cute weird. Sqid yellow notice on board about something - without u in squid. Mum said thats a nice color as she pointed at it. went off to midland gate came back anne was in room doing something on bent into of door with back to me and didnt hear me. A cushion was on the bed with something on it. She started talking about her props and had brought in some stuff on corner table and a snowball man. Gave them to one of the hospital staff for their room or something - seemed to bhutanese mum's happiness levels. Who was smiling. Lunch time anne talking about 1000 mils or something and saying the doctor said we have to give her one thousand mills of bottles and had them lined up on the tray - at lunch said there said something about big and small spoons - and seemed to spoon to large amounts too fast so I took over - then thought she's probably doing this on purpose better watch out and do small amounts with this big spoon said dont worry about the small spoon we can just do small amounts said wait until she has swallowed or she'll choke or some - and she said And? then I thought weird she said that either on purpose probably or didnt care - weird anyway - took over and was thinking shes probably some trigger chick now for anyway then thought about straws and about how she got the straws cut in half in previous ward - and how she bought a cushion for the bed today - then disappeared and left her bag behind. I had to go for a toilet break eventually then went downstairs and voice said bag and remembered she had sent an email this morning saying bring mums bag in and dont take anything out of it. But I didnt because I didnt want to fill the room full of crap/controlled environment - anyway indigenous were in front of me as they said bag and they were moving toward the lift. Thought wtf - is it because I didnt bring in mums bag that she has to leave her own bag in the ward room - rang her said was in cafe with john and I should come down - dont worry about her bag or something - went into cafe chicks behind the till was banging stuff and vibes were saying weird crap like diseased etc, so thought about cafe (ka-fey) lol - thought about the car in front of me as the 13cab - Midland Hills - Subaru Santa Fe turning into Bal Main - st and Ka Fe - chick banging diseased. Anyway - kept going until I started talking about the law for some reason about perceived threat versus intent to commit s/t or something probably something in the newspaper - Anne said can I have this paper or something - pay per maybe. Some cat stuff fek knows. Went upstairs anne pulled out fifty dollars then was about to serve food or some crap or a drink then I said clean your hands or something - then she either pretended to go off about being told what to do or some crap.. dont tell me what to do or something - could be something to do with the prescillas cafe at centrepoint with the chick changing her money.. anyway didnt care - John bought out a box of choclates - they didnt seem to realise that the box of chocs looked like a Bagua Mirror or just wanted to show me a bagua clue as it had Quality Streets - weird - feng shui - the quality of the quality of your address or some weird ass stuff.. As bought feng shui mirror before coming in to translate the mirror and see what the fek it meant - anyway pretty cool - anyway anne started spooning drink and nurses had been talking about how mum could only drink 1 thickness drinks so when I saw anne start using a spoon to serve mum water I thought she was serving mum a higher leven of water as previously we had been using a straw. Then answered confrontationally in reply - and I apologised and then I feked off after telling her not to serve mum without washing after handling after pulling out fifty buck note and saying look what john gave me - lol.. Anyway I fekked up my bag and left said bye to mum didnt say bye to John went downstairs and used toilet and sat in front of main reception. John came down later and said changing nanna or something going on - sat down had a drink and offered me a lift - weird he had his subaru instead of mitsubishi outlander - walked past some sign in front of carpark that said heal - said to him - what do you think football means which part of your foot has a ball - and said your heal - thats why you cant hate football - because you will be hating your own healing. Voice said John doesnt hate footballers. Weird Anne must have a voice telling her to say can I have this newspaper etc.. maybe she does - interesting. anyway John seemed so happy to have his subaru back - sad someone must have taken it off him - maybe his right to have it or drive it. Something to do with Katherine probably - the bloke with a tattoo of katherine in C block in Blue 2 with a WRX in storage - wtf.. sad.. as we drove near the vet on morrison road a female voice said hoon it so I said to him a female voice said hoon it john - I shouldnt have - but he didnt hoon it anyway - then as we went up black adder a car with 132 grief on it was in front of us so I said - 32 Irish and grief.. and he looked sad - I feel sorry for John - and he felt sad for ireland - arrghhh............ anyway drove home then realised grief has ie ireland in it and if you take out ie its looks like griffen without a door or some weird ass stuff.. thought wtf.. griffen - eagle headed lion - looked it up on the internet as wasnt really sure what a griffen was - anyway - John felt said for ireland on this day.. God Bless John. Anyway people are sad out there - now I've probably commited a sin by talking about wrx detainees and Kathy - and maybe some protection mechanism out there in humanity or maybe some clue they were explaining to me by showing me the bagua quality street box.. Anyway will now serve water by the spoon and it will save lillian from the last straw.. Nurses are the light Nur - I wrote everything down Forgive me Anne. We will both suffer the electronic warfare - but it went quiet today - and the compulsion for teeing off was stopped by the indian mans voice when he said blessing blessing, blessing blessing - not sure how many times he said blessing - but there was silence and the compulsion is gone. Ew just said cough it up.. got to spoon mum water. Weird - psychology - nurses talking about can only give her level one then anne spooning like it was a higher level.. wtf... fek I hope I wasnt harming her by giving her water with a straw - luckily I didnt ask them to cut the straw in half - wtf.. the last straw - versus the a small spoon that anne asked for today - which could be birth - and babys breath flowers she put on the table - the first spoon - the first breath - versus the last straw.. no wonder mum likes the babys breath flowers - I thought they looked like a machine gun and mum said poppy. weird - I said something to her cant remember like poppers or pop is good or nice or something. Hopefully they wont shoot her.. Hopefully that indian bloke who turned off the compulsion will blessing her too.. blessing lillian blessing blessing - Blessing Blessing Blessing Blessing that indian bloke too..