Able Stephens fekking log 05/02/26 cleaned hallway, for bed and chair drove 3 deliveries before midnight night prior 22 bucks.
- sumgwailo
- Feb 5
- 4 min read
up most of night prior to wednesday did door dash ended up in suburbs off reid hwy to west and north of guildford made 22 bucks came home slept, some samosa rosa or holy samosa or something. Pretty cool suburb I guess, houses closer together and more modern. Then system offered me more jobs in the area or to return to my area - didnt want to get lost out there somewhere so somehow activated return to my own zone and followed it back guided me back to between Hjs and Nandos, saw another probable minion who had been guided back to same spot spot saying have a cup of copy to his mate. Thought about it for a second as well - viewing people who say things as hints to continuation - but it would have cost approx a quarter or slightly less then that of my earnings. Got out of the car watched to see if anymore deliveries then came home - 45 active minutes of deliveries. didnt want to overdo it as still caring for mum.
Yesterday left home 725 am not bad but kept checking things in the house. Moved freezer, Dryer, raked outside a bit, swept courtyard, swept in house, received list of places from social worker at STJOG its called think about it or something - scared me losing mum in the unknown brands and faces and differingnesses of people, contstraints of time to care, in regards to being poor person at the bottom of the ladder, shared, accommodation with unknown people and visitors, possible use of people/visitors, and just the nature of people and outside influencers, full over external unknowns if I bring her here - but possible financial losses, so cleaned area Anne had suggested when we were thinking of moving mum back here the hall area in front of the ramp at home - cleaned and cleared it. Asked talei if she minded having nanna sleep there. Contacted the Erin the lady who sent of the list of places she had expressed interest for mum and told her wished to move mum home instead. Received reply from doc that social he had been passed on the info from social workers Lillian and I said I would be available to meet with them this morning at 830 dr said it would be against written as against medical advice - Mum saying can I go home plus can give her one on one care and learnt heaps of stuff re food etc at the hospital. Received email they are organising transfer today. Got to bring her home - saw tiktok on the net with fijian bloke looking after his sick wife at home without oxygen hospital bed, hoist, without level foods and drinks, without drs advice wtf... sad cancer moving towards terminal. God bless that dude and his wife. And God bless nanna - understand the Dr has to state that its against medical advice. But gotta do it. Drove home - went to bp and bought pepsi max, low on energy, etc. Put washing on to keep my robes clean slept now 5am. Bird talking in Morse in front of Guildford as I sat at the lights - could be Door dash bird offering me to work in that zone maybe should have said yes would have had more then 22 bucks maybe 64 bucks again or even a greater number wtf.. or maybe not.
Bird was only saying OM in morse heard it starting the O then couldnt hear the rest as I drove off towards midland from the lights. Drove straight into Midland instead of the left turn at something to do with eat meat intersection, electricity down at the traffic lights then back on again in the distance past Midland Gate reassuringly, remembered the instructions to stop at the lights if they werent working and stopped and give way to the right. After seeing bloke to my left waiting at the the blank traffic light. Drove home - when got home looked up meanings of Om one of them was Order Management also varing meanings of Om as a buddist or hindu word. saw alternative spelling Aum. Rang talei when I remembered to tell her inner midland lights were down. Voice saying dont praise the lord for ever. Not sure what that means. Also something to do with blasphemy going on voice said blasphemy then saw some other blasphemy later on or something. Dodgy voices in play remember them referring to me as son of a bitch. Then started off day yesterday calling mum radini tala tala - respectful name for a fijian ministers wife. reminded ew they had been calling me a son of a bitch, and calling her other descriptions, indigenous, aboriginal, and wasnt interested in sudden change to radini. Got home last night dog was going off called it dog spirit of wisdom then it went quiet wtf.. hahaha.. stopped insulting me. Fek time running out moved taleis car to in front so ready to drive off. Washing on again. Heaps to do today meeting this morning. Better get off the computer



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