18/02/26 able stephens log writing for yesterday current day is ramadan.

left 712am drove to st john of god fed mum porridge. Went back to sleep didnt drink much at breakfast - left after sat her up for a while to come and wait for the bed delivery - bloke with the same name as the street that I had moved the bin laying partially over the road - marde st or something. Asked him if he were working for ramadan fairly heavy bed - didnt need mats over grass after all pulled it up over patio elevated brickwork. He installed everything as cleaned the windows, swept courtyard prior and de leaved the garage area whilst waiting got rid of cobwebs and cleaned windows as he worked but didnt do door to courtyard as he was bringing stuff in. At least did some cleaning as didnt do any last night as brain bit crap - ew using nasi's voice most of day and birds started up carrying on with audio assault. Now using shirleys voice saying saying Oh Well. Ive got nothing to do with someones fekking well arrghhhhhh.. Shirle without the Y car in front of me driving yesterday or the 18th ew or birds or whatever saying fiji yesterday as waiting for dinner to be served with mum. Got a slide sheet to slide mum higher up the bed safely yesterday another thing that hospitals and carers do for bed care. Bed set up. house reasonably clean. Mental looked up porn last night instead of cleaning this morning no nasi voice normal ew. One shirley voice oh well and Williams voice saying "Youve become my enemy or something. Not bad didnt buy mums nighty - hebrew script of finger but got other stuff. Should be ready to go. Ramadan today. Crow outside saying something or other probably an insult. Cool ew reminded me what he had been saying by re transmitting - first something he doesnt say "I know" then what they have been transmitting on and off "youre the enemy of women and children" as I have nothing to do with children or women except for my mum. Driving excessively every fekking day back and forth arrghh... wtf.. hopefully I'll never have to drive up that stretch again. Pretty cool chick through the window as I struggled with mental crap. Stretching her arms problem was mainly with my legs but I stretched my arms and legs and felt better. Probably nothing to do with me. Mums health seems to have recovered heaps from death on the commode to smiling laughing etc. Got to be careful with her - ew saying piss off or some crap - bought adult diapers yesterday after noon - chick said tilt me so looked a bit further into why tilt commodes exist - also relates to blood pressure - thought it just about falling off - good listening to dieticians o/ts, physios, as an extra after watching the nurses operate everyday. Would be interesting to go and sit in an old religious operated hospital with sisters or matrons, arrghh time already gone. Found a heap of stuff online - but dont want to waste mums money. Was healthier for past day without using toilet as much to pee when from extreme peer when only eatting fried rice to just having a can of cream of corn at a meal need to get ready now. Nice now ew going less then audible probably crank it up later if time is limited resource with Fiji crap and Fijian identities now returning home instead what do you think of woman you dont care about woman and now woman and children and something to do with fish and chips - i dont even eat fish and chips.. wtf.. lol.. half of tiktok has turned lesbian now peace - fek off with everyones identity - said noelene to me for some reason as I wrote bloke who delivered bed and name of street that I moved bin off opposite.